Butterfly dream curse

I know i could do better

but his texts are like a little love letter

mixing sugar for a sweet me

stirring eternally in a bitter coffee

only this planet offers the peeps

Still I am welcoming different forms of love at first sights

So astonishing and mysterious like the northern lights

some day soon every ache will hurt less

then we will have found true happiness

or is his whole character a mess

just fooling me with his texts

why do some get a happy ends

and some must do our best with pretends

I can never be free of you

Even though he moved away

he still comes and keeps me in his blue

I know just to be with her his lonely nights are ever true

He suffers too

what can you do

i cant make you

I dont want to 

i just want love without feeling like a fool

on the other side I see its not so great

some partners lose interest in the common needs and still there is heart break

so some have to get their own lonely night eats in starvation city

life on earth is not always so pretty

I am a hopeless romantic

it has to be cinematic

it has to be real like the prince was for Snow White

instead I am trying to fight another lonely night

but he leaves me a texts every day

Its like a tiny love letter in a way

some people pay a bot to have that same play

could it be worse

I know we could do better

but some heart and souls are stuck in the butterfly dream curse