Until love comes

For a moment my friend looks very sexy

Talking to me about Alexis Spears and her poetry

Looking through the window watching God sprinkle snow like parmesan over the city

oh this is so very pretty

I have drifted to a friendlier new old home

while my heart mourns my lost dead soul

nothing left but flesh and bone

until love comes

or I am no longer numb

I want to be more than a lunch

I want to be the one you love so much

always me you think of

not getting enough

but you do everything to return

in to the arms of the one who loves you

eternal flame can burn

and the scars on my arms and legs bruise

these are my tattoos

I am over the lessons to learn

but also to not hear from you hurts

how can you be so far away

working so much every day

nothing makes sense

just let me go if its all pretend

oh please dont stand in the way of my happy end

its probably too late

but what do i do

oh please let your soul awake

remember I still love you

and you love me too

this is the only dream I have to come true

I am happily retired

happily unplugged

nothing kills this desire

and I am undrugged

only thing I desire is your love

but his response in his heart its all gone

how sad

to live like that

he is the mad hatter

making the wonderland shatter

i dont know what to do

i can never give up on your love

my heart just dont understand

hopeless romantics are the angels up above

what the real earth tries to teach is so hard to learn

there is still time for him to remember I should be the one..

 I will never give up

untill love comes..