Where I Belong

sometimes a desert is where one really belongs nice and unplugged but very in tuned to reality...no more mirage blindsiding. When Pablo truly applies...haha..

Love is so short, forgetting is so long Pablo once said
I am reminded as I struggle to understand what I have read
Is there power in a sad write
There once was melody in the song but as I sit here
with nobody near tears form in my eyes
no its not alright
yet God is holding me tight
I feel Him
This is the way He designed it to be
He won’t let anyone have me
So I am married to lonely
a computer is where I have my conversations
I can ask questions and research
and I feel completion in the yearn
It is a wonderful way to learn
When I am with my man
its games and entertainment
but nothing is real to understand
I know the truth I can’t have you
I don t even want to
Yet I find myself enraptured in the memory of our song
Love is so short if it ever were but forgetting is so long, Pablo once said
In the end its the divine breath that inspires me to live again
so some dreams are unfulfilled because they were never the destiny
I am waking again as God unplugs me from the sad reality
 like Neo lost in the matrix
like munching on some bad trail mix
an empty kiss
a fake bliss
all this time i cling to it, still searching for him online
but why
there is a power in a sad write
its part of the map of life
In all of the wrong things God will make it right again
It was just a romance
when love asks us to dance we dance
even if the love is so short
we don’t even know if it were
the aftermath falls on us like a heavy curse
lost in the memory of our song
forgetting is so long
but as I walk this vast desert I see now everything was wrong
freedom on butterfly wings I rise like a phoenix free from the matrix
where i belong….