Gently

I see his true color

He is my  ginger hazel eyed lover

I see mine  its just brown

We got to swirl together in a world of just us now

We got a taste of what we could be like

I am not on drugs its just the feeling of us

Some people call it lust

Yet we are unlabeled

Just that silly fable

For a time we became a highlight

Now it fades to a white lie

The garden blooms with different color roses

I have to stop with these crazy doses

I want to smell them all

Get high have a ball

i just want to be free and enjoy

I remembered who I am before he came in to me

I am a cool girl

I just want to taste the world

Right now I roll my eyes at you boy

A boy is all you can be

You pay your rent

You think you are a man

I see you playing pretend

Its ok with me in the end

We are both free

We are friends

I feel you dont lie to me

Yet your truth isn't easy

I touched you

He touches me

Our bodies leave happy

Yet we can't be anything else

It would just be crappy if we were more

In the end I realize why we are always making love on this locked door

we can't be now

I come down

Gently

Maybe if I looked like Tove lo

Love would be known

I could bring you fairy dust

To warm the cold

Transform this rust

Be more than flesh and bone

Into a love that we can trust

Yet your color doesnt go with mine

Still it has a glittery shine

I wanted to paint a little bit of him on my body

I love being in his arms

i guess I dont need him forever

I dont need us to be together

I crave a partner

The way he is with me is nice but it would be hard to be more

I am smarter i can't break up an unhappy home

Yet I am untamed and wild

I am an angel a butterfly

I just wanted to see what he would taste like

I got plenty

But we can't be now

I come down

Gently