Secretly In my House

I can still feel his hands down my blouse

He wakes my body so aroused

I shouldnt let him come around

But he makes me weak when he is in my town

He lives a complicated life

He doesnt let me ever tell him goodbye

He holds me down with his body

He enters my castle

His lips tattoo my skin

He holds me from within

I cant fight him though I tried

Blocked him but then the stars aligned

all i knew left my mind

the heart wants what it wants

Its always him

Forgive me Father for the sin

Please hear my prayer

Let me keep him every day and every night

He wont let me hold him forever

Yet he says he thinks of me every day

Why do men play with women this way

How can I keep making the mistake

The heartache is too much to bear

I wanted him in my arms even if he doesnt stay long there

This is all that we get

When we are unlucky in love

I pray that all this will be changed

I pray to God above

He will love me the better way

He will choose me for more than just a sweet escape

Yet we have been doing this for five years

all our memories he didnt remember

the prize he still owes from the bet I won

He isnt the one

I know in him even can't be tamed by love

Why does he still call me up

Cant get another

Am I really the best lover

even if i were you would make more time in your life

yet he tells me all his bullshit lies

still i can feel his hands down my blouse

As we makeup secretly in my house

Reviews

[Chris Shaw]

Who knows why this situation occurs. It seems you are captivated under his spell, not feeling entirely satisfied with his behaviour, but not being able to break away. This secret lover has got a hold on you. Whether fiction or non fiction, that's some tight grip Butterfly.

Chris.

[butterfly]

yes I agree with this review Chris!! Thanks for reading :) its a little glimpse of life...but today is a new day...

[Azifwecare]

Whoa that must be a powerful hold he has over her. ..
"Blocked him but then the stars aligned
all i knew left my mind
the heart wants what it wants
Its always him
Forgive me Father for the sin
Please hear my prayer"
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I can relate to this to a degree but love it all anyway. Intoxicating, undeniable yet toxic.

[butterfly]

Undeniable yet toxic perhaps I just wrote the words that came to my mind didn't really know where I was going. But glad you loved it anyway!!! Thanks for the read and review :)