I would have loved him always

I dont know where he be

I never thought I would life a life without holy matrimony

I saw how the ladies and the men do till death do us part

Twists and manipulations of the heart

Abuse and complication can scar

Yet you left me so confused in the dark

I wonder where you are

I check my vmail box

i check the texts and everything is lost

Our love is gone

The butterflies cant be seen anywhere

Alice looking for her mad hatter

She finds the hole to the wonderland door blocked by gray matter

It must be this way

No one lives in wonderland forever and a day

5 years was a long time stay

I would have loved you always

Embracing in the yard under the sun

When in your arms I would run

We would fall on the bed

Our naked bodies glittering with sweat

After hard gardening on a sad day he stayed with me

Its a sad day of goodbye

As I lose the path to Wonderland's light

I know with the tears in my eyes

This is life

The chapter ends and no more love can be made

He chooses is wife, the queen of hearts who he accuses of abuse its such a confusing place

I couldnt stay i had to fly away

Yet despite it all I would have love him always...