New Tomorrow

saying goodbye to the evil yesterdays we can never go back to the past and I am glad

My heart is dead because you are gone

My heart no longer beats its a dead drum

You were the fake version of love

Cupid and whatever really put a spell on me

Why am I the unlucky one

I never understand the mind of a man

You were fucked up just like the rest

All this time my friends told me what you would do

why couldnt i see

Why is my fate lumped with such misery

didnt i love you

you kept coming for more

everytime i tried to shut the door

well this time the lock is on good and tight

i dont cry this time

i just slowly give in to the aching dead inside

There is no more heart beat

The ghost in me

controlling me invaded me like a demon from hell

has finally met the end as i stab the center of this evil spell

I am awake

luckily all this evil fades

all that hate tried to masquerade as love

God held me in His arms all along

all the blades just fall to the floor

all those scars he tried to leave are finally no more

But as the new me emerges my heart is still flatlined

Still so dead inside

I am the sleeping girl waiting for the butterfly kiss

to wake me up eternally to love's forever bliss

until then I will live

live with this new heart

As God's divine light outshines the dark

I am the night sky and all around I see stars

I dont wish to be where you are

I dont wish for anything just to hear the beating of my own heart

maybe i walk this journey alone

but I walked in truth

some valleys were low

but here I am on the highest peak

as I breathe my last breath of weak

And take in the beauty of the rainbow

With a new heart

and the beginning of a new tomorrow.