Cherish the Days

After the blissful hour ends

I return to my normal skeleton

The alarm beeps at 4:35

The dream transforms us to normal life

He must return from where he came

I lie where we lay

After I walked him to his car and kissed him goodbye

I listen to always be my baby from Mariah and start to cry

I think about the loved ones that went to the other side

My Daizy, Austin and Kiddo

I think of Ben who stood by my side as I said goodbye to my fabulous dog of white

When he came we visited them in the sacred garden

I felt my heart no longer harden

The single life is the hardest

When he is around my heart wants to soak him in

My skin and flesh start to transform and I am not the same as before

I confess because I don't want to lie anymore

My outfit is a different dress

All I want is to fall in his embrace and dream in his kiss

We go to the bed

He quickly gets naked

So do I

Together we lie

with closed eyes

listening to Lisa Loeb's stay i miss you

we both own the soundtrack to reality bites

Its such a sign for our current times

His skin and mine emerge

Together we return to the state of tangled grapevines

His breath is the wind blowing on me

Our fingertips the leaves caressing each body

This strange traveler wanders down my back

Now as I lay in my bed after he left

I still feel his fingers on me

As I close my eyes and remember the gift

His text appears on the Iphone screen

Hello, Princess thank you for seeing me

He adds you are the best you are easy to sleep with

The single life is the hardest

Yet with him my heart never hardens

Maybe the closest things to love can still water gardens

Reality or dream how do I resist thee?

I see now its impossible and he always says there is nothing wrong with enjoying you and me

he calls us the 8th and 9th sin

we are human who don't have a clue

I only know I cherish the days I have with you