Missing Each Other

I miss you!!!!

I miss you so much princess

I miss your soft sweet voice

He asks can I come stare again?

These are the messages of some men

I don't know how I feel when I still want the first

Yet all I feel currently with him is hurt

I desperately want to hate

Yet the more I do I just remember our days

What were they?

Why were we in the same place?

Why did you call out to me

Why did it seem he was a familiar place

I must have been in such a dark space

My imagination stole me away

I remember everything

Every kiss, every smile, every laugh

All the butterflies that filled the paradise I thought we had

When I was blind it was more grand

Now I see and I don't understand

I feel like Echo and he is Narcissus

I call out to him but its just that resounding voice

I miss you!!!

I miss you so much princess

The cries of the lonely lovers lost in the invisible dark sky

We are stars

We fell down in to each others arms

But he doesn't belong to me

I don't belong to you

I thought that the divine would let it be

Yet there is nothing I can do

But just to hear the scream of I miss you!!!

Wondering silently on the other side of this sad truth

We still cry for each other yet we can no longer be lovers

I am in rehab

He was my rock hard crash

We are still missing each other

The outcome is so flat

I am a blown away plastic bag

 The symbol of what we once had

With each crunch that pass

We hear that resounding cry that forever last

A truth but what with it am I supposed to do

I miss you!!!

i miss you too

Yet you don't miss me enough to  claim it publicly

I don't belong to you

he don't belong to me

we were stars

falling in to each others arms

shooting across each others sky

only to be seen with that rare eye

maybe in another life

the next time

I will be yours and he will be mine instead of lost lonely lovers missing each other