Infected Butterflies

I need to embrace the hate

Marinate in the rage

Since he keeps on playing games

Then the memories of us wont stay

And all this can get out of my face

I am happy with the oceans of freedom I happily wade

I hope where he goes Mariah Carey songs eternally plays

So the memories will haunt him  always

You cant see me free

You can live your complicated days

But not with me

So get up out of my face

I wont let my heart break

I will find a way to heal the burns you left with your flame

I need to embrace the hate

So I can keep you away

This time the lock ain't coming down

I pray that you and your wife will make it now

I realize why its complicated no true good girl is gonna want you around

Oh so you were a good guy in disguise

 just another Trumper fucked up in the mind

Releasing on the innocent their infected butterflies

I blame it all on the cheap thrills easily sold in to life

I  need to soak up the rage

So I can tap in to the power of divine grace

I need him out of my face

Give me my space

I dont want to be with people who are always so damn fake

The voice of the people are rising

Like a buzzing bee of heartache

Like hikers brave for the climbing

Did you have a good time

Messing with my mind

Breaking my heart

When all I did was love you with open arms

I dont regret

I will forget and forgive

But Mariah Carey songs will be playing every day he live

He will be wanting me, I will be haunting his dreams you see

The wife is bought with the diamond ring but every time he closes his eyes

Its me he is making love to in his dreams every day and every night

Yet he aint strong enough

He aint man enough

So you can keep him

Maybe he has learned a new trick

He is the victim of his own privilege

He has all the cars but weighed down by his jar of broken hearts

Must be really scary living in a world still so dark

With the power to flip on the light he stays in a place he doesn't even like

I fly in this rain of rage

I soak it in to heal the bitterness from this bite of pain

God wants me awake

I need to feel this hate

i just got to shake you off

I got to what is best for me

He is no good with all his dirty deeds

So go on get out my face

All our memories burn away

As I remain in this lonely place

Alight with burning fire of rage

Poisoned and changed by the infected butterflies he released from his land of toxic waste

All I know All I see seasoned within the confines of hate

See the hate seeped in to my body for all the dirty things you did to me

Oh why didn't you stay away

Why didn't  you just leave me alone

Why did I let you in?

Why does life always have to hurt this way

Always breaking me down

In your land of lies and infected butterflies