In His Hold

I no longer want to settle in this cold

For five minutes I warm in his hold

I still feel him around

He ran back to his house now

I am the fool with a love that dont run out

He tries to hold on to me

He says this is some meant to be destiny

The moments that we share are the moments we need

A fulfilled answer to a prayer is the connection between you and me

I wrote that line but translated from a conversation earlier in the day

I try to block him

Yet the love is what remains

I guess I need him

I told him so as I held him in my embrace

I whispered I loved him so much

As All I want for Christmas is You played

I hope every time he hears it he thinks of me

What can be said for a man's memory

He tells me he is stuck with her unhappily

If he ever gets that way with me

Promise me to leave

I dont want to be abused

I dont want to be the cage trapping you

I am a butterfly and I need the freedom to fly

I can never be tamed for you I wish the same

There is nothing I can do no tears to cry

Depression takes over my mind

All I hear are the screams inside

I know now my heart never did lie

I loved him all this time

I will love him each day and night

Thats all I can do

Keep me in your pocket

I keep a piece of you in my locket

My heart is where you belong we were a perfect match from the start

I wont settle for this cold

Instead I will be thankful every time it was him I got to hold

In his hold the depression subsides

All the screams in my mind instantly dies

He came to me when I told him I need him bad

He came to me he held me in my bed

We were under the blankets warm and naked

For the first time I dont feel ashamed

This love I feel is always awake

It never goes away

Still we cant be together chained

We are kindred spirits untamed

We must fly away

We must have freedom

He is stuck in his mission

We also dont have divine permission

There is nothing I can do

Yet I know I am not stuck unhappily to you

The cage is open I can go anytime

Yet the thought of him out of my life

Where we don't speak

I see a future so bleak

I hear the depression screaming in my mind

I know a part of me remains tied

Tangled as he falls in to me

I hold him tight to my body

As we feel the heat

from his lips on mine so blissful and sweet

There is no way to describe the feeling of our tongues dancing with delight

As he whispers his sweet sugar poetry

He needs me

He missed me

He loves me

Over and over

as we get closer

Our ignited fire ever bolder

As we defrost from a night colder

He holds me tight and I cling on his shoulder

My hand drifts down and caresses the curves that go over as the tidal wave gets high

He comes in to me as deep as can be

In the sea of him I drown

Our two becomes one forever lost to the sweet ecstacy that endlessly surrounds

As we come back to the surface now

his love oozes out

I shiver in the cold

Only warmed by the embrace and safety in his hold