His Vocabulary

Seduce me with your vocabulary
I will never let go of your hand
If I had the chance I would have kissed all your scars
Can I be your legacy?
You already are, don’t you understand
Thank you for bringing me on this journey no matter how it ends
I can still smell his scent
His kiss still lingers on my lips
Feels so heaven sent
He has been working overtime
Flow came to visit and he came and got me pads and Panda express
Kissed him and pressed my body to his for one second pure happiness
When we collide I find a beautiful disaster
Is there such a thing as happily ever after
The story finishes with the end
I can only thank you sweet friend
Crashing in to you
Made this flower of love bloom
Inspired by Slim and Queen
They say its a “black Bonnie and Clyde”
I see Romeo and Juliet in the middle of the arguments of Capulet and Montague
They just wanted to be by each others side till the end of time so divine and true
Humans down here don’t have a clue
What made them close their eyes?
Why did they shoot them and end their lives
Its a different type of Shakespeare
So much tragedy here
From human hearts tainted with fear
Its hard to see
The meaning in earth’s dream

Seduce me with your vocabulary

I dream of you but you never show
Why tell me good night you miss me
If its only your shadow I get to hold
I write this love poem to no one
For the only texts he sends are good night
The scent of him lingers the rest of my life
When we collide I find a beautiful disaster

All the pieces of us just shatter

Leaving empty matter

I want to leave and I want to stay

The mad hatter asks how is a raven like a writing desk

There is no real answer nyway

This is confusion at its best

He must know

He is just a walking shadow

A ghost in the machine

Walking with an empty shell

Why do guys open the gates and leave the girl in hell?

I crave his kiss

i crave the touch of his skin

I want to be with him

Yet the him is a mystery

Raping in to my reason

Making him the flavor for all the seasons

Crashing in to him with our lips for a kiss

Still missing and dreaming of his is a better bliss

Oh God why is it like this?

why isn't it ever guy meets girl and falls in love

I must be the dumbest dove

Am  I only worth 15 minutes a second

I thought it was enough of heaven

I desire more

i want to burn the door

Yet I miss him more

There is nothing I can do

We don’t belong to each other
He has his wife its true
It would be a sin to covet and I don’t want to commit another
I realize the truth of it all
Saying goodbye makes me want to ball and die
So I let you do whatever you want to
I can’t make you do anything
I wouldn’t want to
I want your love
Not your wallet
I want your devotion
Sad its not an option on the ballot
Here I am alone
Starving for love on my own
The hunger pains won’t turn me in to stone
I  love you and this I know
Still happily ever after is up to me alone
Some ends a harsher way
With a dead body in the freezer
Oh its a strange time to be living
Knowing we can still talk makes life sweeter
Its the consoling prize
Some say butterflies die
butterflies aren’t a sign
I was the unicorn following this glittery carrot stick
There is nothing I can do and enjoy eating it
As I keep believing one day I will find you and love will be true
You will be at my side and when we collide we will wake to a better earth for life

Rom coms and fairytales are fantasies
Slim and queen for some is reality TV
Both of these situations are out of my control
I pray for healing of the soul
I sit in my living room about to watch Amelie
A different satisfying poetry
Oh where could you be
The heart cries
I finally accept he has forgotten me
When he texts good night baby
I miss you
Is he really working overtime
Does he lie in the arms of his wife
Another lover besides mine
I try to look for another yet this feeling of agony is stuck to my life
I close my eyes and its there
I open my eyes and he is everywhere
Its not fair
Give me my share
Instead he seduces me with his vocabulary
I am alone yet unsatisfied
The hunger pains eternal and I suppose for some the gleam of rom coms shine
Yet real life is the bleak time
How do we find
Can you just keep your hand in mine
Maybe making the heart grow fonder is nice
I have never felt this way before
I have missed others but I yearn for him even when he is with me
We get strange real TV
After he seduces me with his vocabulary



There is a lot of things on my mind
Pink and green tones from the screen
Filtrates the reality that is mine
I have woken from this dream
We lived a sinful life
He will always want me physically
I need more than good nights and I miss you’s
I need more than what you offer
‘He lives a different life
We aren’t even Facebook friends
Still I stalk the page
Expecting something new to brighten my eyes
He doesn’t want to make time for me
He can’t make time
Every suggestion is a no
So I will say no from now on too
I am just a hologram

All we have to do is reboot and breathe

People can also reprogram

All those I love you’s were just the script from a dream
We can say it but it don’t change a thing


I saw a new guy on POF and as I let go of the old I found there is room now for love to really grow
I can be me and I can be you
I don’t want you to be no slave
I don’t want us to work all day
I want us to be true
I just want to make love to you
I want moments in-between the sun and moon
I say good bye to you
This time this good bye I can do
I deserve better and I am going to get it
I found it tonight on my own in the poetic lines
Maya helped me see in me the phenomenal woman and how Still i Rise
I climbed Machu Picchu with Pablo
He told me about architects of stone
He helped me find a way for love to really grow


I crave you but you aren’t around
I checked your Facebook page which is crazy without a doubt
I dont crave the sin
I need to find what love is all about
I want to walk in its sand
Fearless and free of doubt
Stop confusing me now
Cut these strings
God heal my wings
Keep me flying to my house
He reminds me over and over you were never bound
I am back on solid ground
Returned with the ocean’s mighty crash
All our memories scattered like storm’s trash
I must be brave
I must be strong
I was human and I fell in to his eyes
I fell in to his kiss
I miss it now but he is no where to be found
I crave him but he isn’t around
I pray to God to keep me flying to my house
He reminds me over and over you were never bound

We will just be friends
That's all we can be
When he calls we can speak
There is no reason to block
Yet I close the door on love
For now
There is nothing he gives me
There is nothing I want
I search for true love
It isn’t here now
Its funny because I said it to him last week
So the blame isn’t all with him
I realize its me
Falling in love with a hopeless romantic’s fantasy
Its ok I know now I can love unconditionally
My love is free
Yet I still need to breathe a cleaner air
The climate changed
The seasons showed a different sky
I saw the sunbeam on the ocean line
Seagulls and geese glide
The plants blooming their flowers on time
My flow came to send me a message and left like she was supposed to by the 4th day
Even my body cleaned herself a new and just like that I am a clean slate
This time I will get it right
We can be friends
So goodnight baby, I miss you too

As we find ourselves in a week of the new.

So seduce me with your vocabulary

The way only good poetry can do

Speak to your lover with words of truth

Let your vocabulary always be kind

Do not allow sweet words to confuse the mind

Everything is so strange

Even as I write this I still love him today

Whats a girl to do

How long she got to wait?

There is no shame

For my love was true

I found beauty in the ordinary

When He seduced me with his vocabulary.