I Don't Cry

maybe i dreamed you up
imagined our love
in reality he told me  how complicated he could be from the start
Somehow the fantasy of us
emerged and we were tied by the heart
Till God shined the light in my blind eyes

I see I am alone its just me in the dark.

farewell to you

I see the truth

you were just a moment

a fairy tale

i guess i never knew love

all those text he sends to f**k me up

Why?

Human nature is fucked up too

Lost in a place but their hearts stopped working

only about the cars

the movies

not about hearts

or the weeping

you told me the truth

you are not my soul mate

it was hard to understand

he didn't stay away

i realize now i was the angel trapped in the jar

the butterfly in the frame

flat as a pancake

God won't leave you alone

He comes and smashes the glass

yet, alas

Its me who didn't realize I could fly away

Hold me God

Hold my heart

Don't let me stray again

I see why I am no wife to the men

They are lost cheating on each other

Dominic west and lily james

some live in castles and some with a life a mystery to handle

I am not one to judge

I fell for a man found myself in a big gooey bowl of fudge

Hold me God

Don't let me stray

But please oh please let love stay

I know you are out there

I know you are looking for me

I have come up for air

After held hostage by the sea

God speaks through this poetry

I never would leave

I will stay by your side

No matter how many times you chose to stay blind

In this hour of no sleep

The tears rim my eyes

But I don't cry

i know finally I am the lucky one

I am still alive

Because of the power in His love

Its all mysterious stuff

My heart is no longer jaded

maybe he was my crutch after all

To help an old lady when she was about to fall

When we met

I was dead

A walking ghost with a forgotten home

He works in mysterious ways

I know now though he is not my soul mate

His is a car

His is one with a Latino heart

I am a spy

I can hack any website

I saw all the trails

Why did we meet

We will never know why

To you I finally say goodbye

I see the light

He smashed the glass at last I fly

He doesn't know how to love me

The tears rim my eyes but I don't cry

We said the words

but it was followed by weirdness

My soul I untie

He could have had an angel but he didn't stay by her side

I don't want what can't be given

I am leaving

I fly to the sky

With tear rimmed eyes

But I don't cry