The Words of A Mistress

His kiss is a gift

His touch the sweet cherry on a Sundae

He swings by so fast

By her house by the Oakland bay

He starts to melt like a snow flake on a glass

The memory stays I know he was there

Still it makes the heartache last

I am so lonesome for the oxygen clean air

I look at the TV at Kamala and Pence on the screen

I watch the news and the truth about the business dream

Life can be so unfair

The sadness of it shows in bloom

No one seems to care about the business of love

Everywhere you look

The business of money talks surround every room

Mayor London Breed and SF wants to reopen the house of the movie

Yet people are mad there will be no more food

Where is the popcorn?

Where is the candy?

Can we start looking out the window?

Why are we yearning for the false life  of porn and dandy

See so many in the tents waiting for a slice of true life pie they deserve just by being born

Can you feel Earth change forever

Maybe this is the reason for hot weather

I dream in jeans and leather

Of car studio apartments

Of Rosie robots from the Jetsons

In the words of the mistress

I don't judge

Yet can't we see the world is messed up

The earth hungers for fudge

Searching for that abducted love

Men just want casual sex

Women think maybe this is for the best

Love is held hostage

While politicians, priests and judges try to keep women in their place

Not giving them the freedom of space while men just consume and take

Not with me I am free

I can love even if there is no love back

Yet I dont love everyone and there is the failure in my hand

So the earth is growing mad

As an earth sign I know she is wanting to heal

Because everyone has forgotten how to feel

Yet Kamala and Pence fight while a fly lands on his head

Everything in red we ignore

I can't blame anyone for what's been said

Humans can't predict what lies ahead we are stuck because we refuse to open the door.

Feels like we our out of f***s forever

Our power can be unlike before

If we unite and come together

Oh in the words of earth's mistress

I miss him on my lips

I can't stop thinking about him

He text me good morning every day

Does he think about me like he say

I want to love him but I am afraid

Now he calls me baby more

Is princess evolving in to bored

Why is life like this

I have no right to complain

His kiss is my gift

All birthdays

All anniversaries with him

In a haze of complete bliss

He is my favorite amusement park ride

I wish it could be in real time

Sadly I am cursed with an unlucky love life

I don't keep track of time

I just pray for the day he can be mine

His touch is the cherry on a Sundae

He swings by her house in the Oakland bay

Earth heartache lasts

When she sees him coming fast

A blizzard on full blast

A hurricane destroying all in its past

Like a snowflake melting on the glass.

Nothing left to hold but sand and ash

Plus one beautiful a*s

With a sexy body to look at

With curves, muscles and tattoos

Jesus is on him too

I thought it was a sign

Makes me believe why when we connect it feels so right

White statue skin cool but smooth like a swimming pool

I wade in to meet you waives of shiver break through

His end feels so deep I am uncertain about what to do

All I know is when I saw him I felt a love that felt true

in the eyes of the mistress

The memories remember happiness

in the end she thinks it can't be so bad

I am thankful for the love that still stands

All those moments in the van

When he kissed the gape of her neck

We made each other lose our breath

Ben says you are the best

I will always want you

I will always miss you

The last time in my bed

Where his beautiful body was outlined in red

He said I love you before we parted

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I want him in real time

I am also thankful for my solo life

I don't love the cage

I admire diamond rings but I wonder at such things

Would you still love your partner without the bling?

Would we need divorce courts to organize financing

Is earth love human made

How easily it can fade

In the Meaning of Mariah some engagements did not occur

Sometimes we need to shield from the burn

So when love fades away

The broken heart and soul can still return

I love him just as he is

With all his light and darkness

Just like Pablo wrote

In between the shadow and the soul

A favored poetic line

I am so glad I can feel it when I look in to his eyes

So here is the confession

I find in him Earthly heaven

It is borrowed and a lesson

Real happiness comes from inside he enhances

So there is no tears to cry even after lost romances

From the words of a mistress.