A Foolish Game

I have to get him out of my system

I am not a victim

We played a foolish game

I feel myself wanting to fly away

I dont understand

I am important he says

I am amazing

I am the best

Then why don't you make time

Why are you watching tv with the separated wife

Even if supporting her life

Why can't you still be mine

What does it say

That I still want you today

Oh please God lead the way

Let your will be done

Help me say goodbye

Let my wings be strong for this flight

He took his coat off met me at the train

We had coffee his voice sounded like my soul mate

I thought we had some romantic days

Maybe I was a lonely girl who never had a taste

Never knew what real love was

oh babe if all you love is this game

Let me fade away

I can't deny

There is a love here in my soul inside

I want you to be mine

Though the you feels just a like a shadow all the time

A gleam of the man you want to be

I dont want to leave you lonely

I dont want to cry

Let me hear you say we can hold on for one more day

We have gone on this long to just be a fwb

You knew I was never good at this game

Tell me the truth if you truly want me in your life like you say

Then love me the right way

I dont want to jar the butterfly

i just want to fly free with you in the sky

I need a love to last for all time

I dont even care you watch tv with her at night

Let me be the mark in your heart

The eternal flame leading you out of the dark

We can't deny this spark

I m going insane

Maybe all this is to you is just a foolish game

Leave me played, let it fade

I wont be mad just eternally sad but that's the way loves go

It is what it is we all know

The winner takes it all

Watch the loser fall

Hear my call

Or let it all slip away

In the play of a foolish game