Forever Angels

for Daizy and Austin my recently departed forever angels...mission complete but bless you for all the great love you gave to me.

I cry for him every night
I cry for her in the day time
Do you feel my tears
Wish you were by my side

To bark away the fear

To scare away bad guys

To catch  mice

Do you feel my love in the starlight sheer

As you play in the divine

The light parts and memory comes to mind

Once again Daizy and Austin I find

I'll always remember

Two true hearts so tender

I a jingle in the moonbeams
I breathe a scent of eternal love in new pink planted roses
She sits in my embrace in dreams
I feel her fur in mini doses

Meditations of the heart

Show us together like we were never apart

An angel found her way to me once again in the 2020 stormy weather

I understand where ever up is you can still be with me forever

Her eyes close drifting off in my embracing nest

Together we sit at rest as we stare into the orange sunset

I cuddle her close breathe in the comfort like the sweetest rose

I see her smile as she turns to face me
She was never one to lick your cheek
She would lick your leg
 Turn to see if I was at peace
Then she would jump of my lap
Refreshed post micro nap
Run to one end of the yard
Then back to where I sat

When I was in the house
We would run through the door to get out
Look at the moon
Feel the cool air
Breathe out the day that consumed
She would jump in my arms
We would stay and feel safe from harm
She was my lucky charm

He was my beautiful gentlemen guard

He loved the games

Always waiting by the gates

Running to me when I can be seen

Up the steps to the nearby platform waiting for his treat

Then he would jump down from the high

We would go for a run in the moonlight

Then I listened to the stories of the secret life

He would tell me with one look in his eyes

He would walk on the beach

Wait for his friend Daizy

Protect us from a fat rat

Sometimes in a rare moment he would act like a brat

Hogging every squeaky toy

So cute to annoy

Austin will always be a good boy

Angels decorating like prettier flowers

Bringing forth love's true powers

She was my sister,

He was my brother

I could never wish for another

I miss spa days when I would blow dry their hair

Daizy would fall asleep under the hair dryer

2020 made them vanish in to thin air

I should have loved you better

I think we understood each other

Spoken different languages in a love letter

 there is no barrier

I loved you the best I could

I hope you know my love was true

Even if it wasn't any good

Why did you have to go away

I am so sorry I lost my strength

Daizy and Austin are one in a million

Angels on a mission

We dont want to say goodbye

Maybe they miss me too on the other side

Still I hope they are living fine

With my father and my grandmother

Now with my sister and brother

I hope you are loved there

forever angels

That"s what it felt like

When staring in to eyes losing their light

I close my eyes I feel your fur

I hear the jingle and think they have returned

They are still here

I open my eyes and realize they never were

Its a trick of the mind

Everyone asks me how I am doing

I say I am fine

Truth is I dont know how to live this life

I lost you at 40

My heart is heavy

I grieve

I want you to be in peace

I hope they love you like you should be

Like we do

You were true

forever angels

I miss you forever

2020 was a harsh blow of windy weather

I thought we would still have time together

With them I was alone but not lonely

And now I search for them only
In every other dog I see

I still hear her jingle in the moonbeams
When I walk in the gate I still feel a brush of fur on me

Tomorrow is bless the pets
The first without them

Only Kiddo is left

One lonely dog

We never forget

Its not an eternal fog

Some has lifted

They send signs reminding me we are still gifted

Its not like when they were alive

I hear Daizy say I am at your side

Austin says I am not too far away

Sometimes in the heart

Sometimes a little light is the brightest star

Sometimes I hear a woof under the moon

Real love can never part

I am with you.

We are one with the force

Remember Star Wars

I remember the pets of my yesteryears

I see them like at the end of Return of the Jedi

Invisible but in plain sight so far but still near in these tears

In the middle stands my father

We fantasize

Just like Alice asked the Mad hatter

I wonder

Then he says if its real or a dream

What does it matter?

 Pets deserve to be blessed
God sent them to take away our stress
I am eternally grateful for divinely gifted happiness

They are really angels you see

eternally loved by me

The mission is complete

Fly higher

whenever

wherever

angels forever