Madness in the Truth

my thoughts after watching the news about Chris Watts, the sadness for the children and the wife.....madness in the truth..

I am afraid you wont be there

One day you will tell me you no longer care

Its the chance we take with love

I read the news

So much sadness and madness in the truth

A husband kills his wife and three kids. One was still in the womb

The daughter saw him strangle his mother

Something inside had snapped and gave birth to a monster

They said the wife wouldn't let him go

He had talked to her of separation and divorce

We cant blame the victim

Yet sometimes there are things we know

Love is never a cage

I cant hold you in

So long that you start to shake from all the craze

The significant other, the wife gets the title but becomes the prisoner so who wins

Yet I see love stories of success

My sisters and brother in laws seem to work

Unless they too keep hush on the hurt

We all do it

Yet the man wrote in a letter to some lady about he knew the last time he would hold his babies

He smothered them with a pillow

Then drugged the wife and took her last breath

Strangled her to death

He took the bodies to his work place

Buried his wife and soon to be kid in a shameful grave

Smothered his daughters one by one as the oldest one looked on and struggled with a no

How does one stay alive

how does one cope

We fight for the end to abortion

Reversing Roe vs. wade doesn't give these children back  the living day

Instead forever they haunt his prison cell

I know they aren't there God sent them on a mission for a pure angel

To catch the demon beast inside him that was planted by an earlier seed of evil deed

God works in mysterious ways

Why would HE allow a lady and children to come to sick and wicked place

They were angels on a mission

Every good thing comes from God

Maybe He wants to hear from the women

Men and women don't own the life they birth

They only open the tunnel of life

In the end they will meet their own destiny on the earthly side

Where are the children before they come here

Floating harmoniously in a heavenly atmosphere

Sometimes for me for my children that's the better place

I do pray there will be a way I can hold them in my arms

I can rock them to sleep, get them wonderful foods to eat, nourish their dreams

Yet I see the news

So much madness and sadness in the truth

So God sent me dogs and cats instead

I am not ready but maybe He says you can help watch my friends

Now I am 40 my lover and I don't use protection

The children don't come

Sometimes I wish they could

Even if I am alone I would do it on my own

Yet I guess its not my destiny

I think if it was maybe I would be like that man who killed his wife and children

Maybe I would break and the evil would use me for a demonic mission

I know its not true

God is with me i am stronger

Still it makes you wonder

watching the news

listening to sadness and madness in the truth