HIS Presence

I feel HE talks to me or maybe I am just crazy...just write...its not perfect...who cares..

The Zogg fire burns in Shasta

The Glass fire burns in Napa

The humidity is too high

Like the energy that burns through my thighs

When he comes inside

With his lips on mine

He squeezes me tight

He kisses me deep

I am so out to sea

I still hear God with me

Even in my doom of this thing that shines like love

I feel angels surround me from above

Ben tells me our connection is the sign we were meant to be

Debate night two old white guys fight

Making America's heartache

We need someone to lead the way

Please God save the day

Cool the earth

Blow air over the ember

Help us remember to be tender

We need beauty for ash

We fight to end abortion

Yet Breonna's life was ended with no importance

The pro-life fights for the human newborn

What about the abortion of the living

Does stopping one thing keep us existing in the new morn?

Does one block for sin stop all the sinning?

Racism pollutes our land

Is letting a newborn baby live with it not mad?

Yet who are we to judge

These things are out of our control

Love is still in the soul

Even when earth is too hot

Even when earth is too sick

Everyone is just yelling and screaming

Some are just staring in to space and dreaming

In this state of mind the butterflies remind me of His presence

Even in this most dramatic chapter

I believe God will pull us to happily ever after

America and earth are still waiting for rebirth

A caterpillar in the cocoon yearns to fly

Yet it is too soon. The world is too consumed with the dark.

Maybe these fires is a baptismal spark

Maybe these protests are cries to wake the sleeping heart

We thought the past was great

It was normal and delight filled our day

We don't see like HIM

He sees so many homeless

He sees so many feeling hopeless

Many young stars taking their own lives

Many groups like the Proud Boys trying to steal innocent light

Many countries like the Middle East coming with wars of beasts

For what? What are we trying to achieve with the debates we watch like entertainment a new reality TV

We were okay in the past but we could be better

So maybe the earth and God created this eternal ember

To burn away as a mission

Yet all those effected will not be victims

Its sad to lose the homes

Its sad to see the birds and horses burn

Yet there is still so much life with hope

Hold on for one more day

I know HE leads the way. 

Whatever thy will be done, let it be

We dont know what we do on earth

Please forgive, him and me

So many fires burn

Have we gone to the point of no return

Pro-life is only for newborn babies

What about Breonna Taylor

What about Angie

What about all those cold cases still waiting for an answer?

Does the stop of one sin prevent others from existing

It it our job to judge the sinning?

Wasn't it God who commanded love one another?

Above all the commandments this is the one of the most honor

This is what I understand

Yet I am just a human hand

I can love a man without a promise of anything in return

Love should be the gift

Its the only thing money isn't needed for to get that lift

Yet I see so many in divorces fighting for the financial costs

I understand it people want compensation for the love

Why go broke?

Maybe if we all broke down we could begin new on holy higher ground

I actually really don't know

Which is why I haven't committed to the institution of marriage

Yet I m not a nun

I don't make vows I know I will break

I am no saint

No one here is

Even if you decide to use it as a baby name

America is lost

The world is in chaos

We haven't left the cocoon we believe we have the right to hold on to

Yet butterflies are a sign of God's presence

Earth is a borrowed heaven

They never stay the same

They never hold on to tradition

They are born as caterpillars and when they get wings they fly away

With different missions some have babies, some have partners some live single yet with completion

Butterflies can be black, white, with spots yet here on earth we still see color on human skin as a reason to stop with the love

Justice is served on different plates

Maybe this is why earth chooses to climate change

Human effect creates this result in the end

All she can do is burn

Did we get to the point of no return

I believe in HIM

The butterfly is the sign of HIS presence

I am not a butterfly fanatic but it has the power to speak to us with love

Maybe if we learned to do the same

We would be watching a more interesting debate.