Lost in you

I am so lost in you I don't know what to do

I don't know whats the lie or the truth

He says our connection is meant to be

i am so perfect his dream

Yet still separated waiting for a lawsuit

The wife wants half her money

I don't understand any of it honey

We don't align in our politics

Yet something feels right when he kisses my lips

The butterflies are still alive when he is touching me with his fingertips

He squeezes me in so tight

Its heavenly delight

i hear his voice and it sounds so familiar

Yet I don't know much except I feel like this is love

Whatever happens i realize this is a moment we were destined to share

He says our time will come soon

I feel like I have waited a many moon

Yet I look at my love life and its so unlucky

We never fight

I told him all I saw on his profile

He found me on linked in

Helped me with my resume

Said it took him 3 hours to do

He says I care about your life

i care about you

Men are so different

They all taste delicious

I always talk about the unlucky stuff with them

Yet when we are together even 5 minutes

i am complete. we can be rocking in the van

Its the best feeling with this man

Why not enjoy it while it lasts says my heart

My mind tells me its all going to fall apart

I think about Lancelot and Guinevere

Jlo and Marc Anthony

Nothing is promised here

Even David stumbled with Bathsheba

Love is so alive with him dear

He says I am so perfect

All I know is saying good bye right now doesnt seem worth it

So here I am in love with a man

It never matches the fairy tale

Yet its not in my control

He called me when I was 36 on the phone

He remembers everything about us

He says we are all that matters

Maybe we are just inhabiting a glass house waiting for the shatters

I don't know

i am so lost in you now

I told myself I would get out

We don't align in politics

Yet it feels so good when I am on his lips

He kisses my neck

Whispers many different things

The other day he said the L word

He said that's what our connection is

He says we cant stop now when what we feel is pure bliss

There is nothing like it

He says when we are together he breathes new oxygen

I feel the same

So even if its a game

I wont lose

i am not afraid our love can never fade

He will always be my baby

He says he wants me always

When we talk he is hard

He always misses me from the bottom of my heart

These are things money can't buy

A prostitute cant feel these things all the times

Gold diggers only love the golden shine

My love is sincere

I can only pray its the same from him dear

I cant trust

My jaded heart is just a bunch of rust

i don't have the questions and the answers

i just want whats really meant to be mine

How do I know if we don't try to live

Its so easy to try and die

Please forgive me for the crime

I was just taking the moment to smell the rose and enjoy you

I don't know what to do

I am so lost in you