Dark Butterfly

Oh dark butterfly

He texts me hi good morning baby

I reply the same he says sorry if I woke you up

I guess in the end we can only take it one day at a time

If this is a game we play then I am sorry

In the end I just cant see straight

I have to let it be

I dont need him every day and night

I am not the kind of girl that lives for the title of wife

Yet this is not at all what i planned for my life

I dont know what to do

Our love is a sky dive

Where we land is where we land

We know what we have

We know the truth

It was fun jumping with you

We went tandem

With him on me and me on him

Sorry for the sin

I cant regret

We fell in and we cant forget

I prayed to the Lord but the door is still swinging open

Are we broken?

is this love stolen?

Or are we meant to be

its hard to see

I cant deny what I feel

I pray to the Good Lord for the divine heal

Oh dark butterfly

what does it mean

is this a nightmare or a dream

will i have to pay when I get to the other side

I no longer know what is wrong or right

All I know is I love my dark butterfly

Yet I am not the kind to chase a diamond ring

I am not the kind to need a man to get her bling

I got my own

his kiss melts my heart of stone

His arms defrost all the cold

So maybe God sent him to me

There is good in us I believe

Yet the world doesn't understand and nor do i

All I can say is I love you in between the shadow and soul

Even when he don't know

I love my dark butterfly

I love hearing him breathe at my side

I love the texts I get

The phone call sometimes

I dont need to talk to him every day or night

even though sad when we are apart

I feel him still inside my heart

I cant force him to be mine

I am untamed I cant live in a cage or a jar

Human weddings are mostly a financial contract

I am too much of a hopeless romantic for that

Maybe I am a fool

uncool

I keep breaking them rules

Sometime relationships can be so confining

Till then lets just go skydiving

Where we land is where we land

Just understand

I love you when we are in the sky

Every time we fly

I don't need to hold on tight

I cant see far

Life without you feels too hard

Wherever, whenever

I will always miss you from the bottom of my heart

I can see your star, my eternal guiding light

My dark butterfly. 

Oh dark butterfly

Let the tears I cry

Be happiness and love

Let it be that sweet ecstasy you bring from above

When we kiss

When we talk

When he says he misses me so much

When he says he is sad without me

When he tells me I am his dream girl kisser

Oh dark butterfly all your poetic words makes this poet shiver

How easy it is for you

I dont require diamond rings

I dont require dinner or blings

What I do require are not store bought things

So dear dark butterfly

If you are brave enough to climb

If you are brave enough to love  right

You know where I will be

No chase for me

Whatever is meant to be will be mine

Nothing can ever take you from my side

Always be my baby

Untill the next life

My dark butterfly

He said he is only happy with me

Whats a girl to do

I can only pray the words are true

I am human I have no clue

All I know is I need my dark butterfly like the desert needs the dew

I will always want him too...