Walking in the Dark

I cant make him stay

I cant make him go away

We are sad when we are apart

Two lonely people walking in the dark

Yet it feels like heaven in his arms

I cant help but get addicted

I feel bewitched

When the haze goes away part of me is missing

I asked him what we were he says he dont know

i asked him if he only wants to be friends with benefits he says no

i ask him if he likes my questions he said I dont know

In the end my answer is the same

If he was single and free where would we be

Would we be addicted to this destiny

Or would we even meet

Everything is so strange

I feel stuck to him

He gets jealous when I am with my best friend

Yet he isn't mine

I cant make him stay

I told him I don't want too

He said I cant make you stay either

I said I live here

He said you live in my van

But its on my drive way

Nothing makes sense

We have been together for so long

It will hurt when it ends

There is nothing i can do

I cant see straight

Cupid why did you throw your arrow of doom

Oh Only God can save the day

Dear Lord part the Red Sea make him stay

or never make him go away

Let me keep him I say in whispers I pray

I don't know

its up to you

i just cant stay away from this flame

it burns me through and through

I guess I like the pleasure and the pain

We made love

but he barely comes

he said he was tired

he said I am his dream kisser and all he desires

He speaks pretty words

I hope it wont lead to hurt

I am sorry for the sin

Our passion is love that's what he says

Does he remember those days

When he texts me with sweet ways

yet still tied to her and the complicated games

why is this my fate

help me walk away

if its not for me

help me Lord

I just cant see

If only cute joey would text me and love me right

Yet I think its Ben I love every day and every night

I wish I knew why

He makes me feel the butterflies inside

They never die and they should

Yet they live on even when life isn't good

I love his lips on mine

The way he twirls his tongue inside

His moistness

His breath

When we embrace

The bleak world falls away

I would give my all just to have you here by my side

The melody is in the beating of the jaded heart

In two lonely people walking in the dark