If Only I could walk into my Daydream

If only I could walk in to my day dream

I would feel him truly loving me

He is busy with work

All he wants to do is sex me

It hurts

Yes its a bother

I want a love unlike any other

There is no love at all

Just a big shadow on the wall

It hurts me through and through

When I am deep in the REM

I am kissing him deep and true

Why can't he see?

Why did we even meet?

If only I could erase the lonely in me

Walk in to my day dream

Feel him loving me

Truth is cold

Truth is I don't

I am here all alone