Untamed

Inspired by the book Untamed and some of my feelings from reading..

I am an angel fallen but free

God has no designed cage for me

When I decide to love something happens spiritually

He left a message its the same really

I really, really miss you

I really do

I unblocked myself to respond I miss you too

I cant ignore forever

When its love i still feel

How then can I heal

What we have is so confusing

one thing is clear

Goodbye is our big fear

This boy can't be kept

There is no cage i wish to be in and held

We are untamed

Friend or foe

I cant know

When I hear his voice

When I hear his sadness

i feel this madness

I want to be by his side

In his arms

In his laughter

There is an island and we are warm happily ever after

Luckily the heatwave makes it to hot to make love

I just want to be his friend

Hate and an enemy is something I am not

No one is perfect

The church makes us view gayness and abortion

How much life has been aborted so far

Because of our judgment so harsh

The fire burns and we feel this overbearing warmth

even the earth has become ill

I just couldnt ignore the truth

i miss him still

Always and forever

Why we cant be together?

I am an angel

We cant be bound in a cage

Tied with no escape

We are untamed

I can love you if I want to

I can do what ever I want to do

I tried to say goodbye we still ended on this ride

I think though his eyes are opened wide

I can leave him anytime

I send you love and light

But the same life he wont find

That peace between my thighs

It ran with the shooting star to hide

Only once in a lifetime

I remain untamed

Uncaged

I dont need you to breathe

I breathe On the Lord's breath

The devil tried to leave me for dead

I am still walking on ahead

only God is the true forever friend

So many girls suffer as demons feed on innocence to fill their hunger

i dont need a diamond ring

If its not for me I am not missing

The priests keep us focused on gayness and abortion

Arent all the sins important

Isnt the only one allowed to throw stones instead catches us when we fall

They need to get passed the wall

American Dirt showed me the sight of it all

i dont want to be the barrier to love

It only blocks me from the one above

I am glad he isn't with me all the time

Maybe its an excuse to find security inside

It just seems what I look for isnt destined for me to find

But in a way it is good to be untamed

i can love if i want to

love in

love out

its all good

now I am awake

forever untamed

i kick the cage

i breathe away the rage

I am in control today

I am free

I just couldnt live in a world where we dont speak