I will Forget

I dont know how many times I must ride this ride to realize he isn't for me

My friends tried to tell me

The good Lord tried to tell me

They were yelling at very elevated screams

I couldnt see

blinded by addicting dreams

why can't it be real

he is just a player bored with his wife

hopefully this time

this goodbye is for life

i just can't ride this ride no more

its not fun

there is no joy

i am bored

cupid shot me

now i am done

on a strict schedule

but at universal studios by his wife

who am i to yell and complain

he told me from day one about his complicated life

i didnt understand then i dont understand now

its five years I am still lonely

i thought our time together was enough if only

but now i see there is a better life calling to me

there is no regret

i loved you

but when i wake up tomorrow everything we were i will forget