Love Beckons

We share a lonely heart

I suppose that is how we connected from the start

We are in this loop

We dont want to let it go

It feels so good

to kiss him, when he kisses me

he bites my lower lip

deeply, slowly

we stay like that for hours

the earth stands still

with him i felt the butterflies i heard a bell

there was no alcohol, he just made me laugh well

we will treasure the gift, this present

Maybe heaven saw how lonely we were so we got this bone

5 years later sweet texts still receive on my phone

We spent many stolen moments in my home

we walked the beach met in coffee city

God and the angels wrote sweet poetry

our dream together can't last forever

on earth they never do

he texts me this morning good day to you, i miss you

he must be a robot on auto pilot

yet for some reason my heart swooned

did i choose you

did i fall in love

i dont even know

he says he has no time for love

he loves me as a person, loves what we do, the kissing and hugging and when we talk he loves it its true

i ask if he likes me he says its a dumb question

i should know by now

sometimes a girl wants to hear it out loud

why dont guys get it

why we ask a million questions

but the answers dont make sense

thats the way it goes sometimes

a semi paradise

built on fantastical minds

now its time to let me go

i am walking away

love doesn't possess

i am not trying to be possessed today

marriage looks pretty from far away

you get close its like a Monet

You see all the lines and blurs

Still we love the pictures

yet no one has real money to buy

we have to borrow and lie

to create earthly paradise

I am the same I find

I guess thats why I fell to the earth

I was an angel but then I saw a B

I thought it was the loveliest letter I did see

My name starts with J

Now I know why I chose that letter that day

We were meant to be some how some way

Transitional soul mate

Thanks for the taste

Thanks for loving me as a person anyway

I never liked diamond rings they remind me of mini hand cuffs

Are these really necessary symbols of love

I can get my own LV

I need a man strong enough to love me

He couldn't do the deed

We gave it another try

On the ride of paradise

I can't ignore the words he said

Yet here we are this morning and he sent another text

What do I say?

I am not trying to torture him this way

I must get this life right

It hurts me to say goodbye

I am only with him for 30 minutes and he consumes me

He devours my mouth in his kiss

He bites my lower lip

I can't breathe

I can't see

No amount of reason can move me

Even though the reality is known

The feeling of the kiss goes on

The everlasting side effects of the love drug

Love while you can

Give to God what we can't control

This connection between transitional souls

He is a water fountain of passion

Who yields the magic

Oh Dear God only you can undo the tragic

Make us lucky in love

Show mercy and forgiveness

I knock let this door be opened

Let your will be done

Just know love beckons I could only follow

Not knowing where I would be tomorrow