Ride of Paradise

His lips on mine made my sugar high

There we sat in the afternoon

We escaped our world for a bittersweet move

I see the truth

He only misses me when he is horny

I cant deny he is my favorite kind of sweet

This time it was more rushed

We thought my mom was out there tending the garden bush

I supposed I am the one who has to give him up

This vessel is empty of love

I still feel his furry arms under mine

We just laid together silent

Trying to hold on to this sweet lie

Yet Its a lie

I suppose he will never leave his wife

I am the one who has to prove she still has love for her self in this life

Round and round on this carousel only to get to the end of the ride

Its a ride of paradise

I can no longer see the sick truth in his eyes

I should have known better to expect love in a toxic land

Dear Lord give me strength to say goodbye to this man

Or let me keep holding his hand

Let me be the one to save him drowning in this quick sand

I love him its true

I feel the wound when he says he has no time for love

He asks me if I will block him again

We fall silent as we know the answer in the end....

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[John the Baptist]

If he does leave you, consider yourself as having dodged a bullet.