The Mystery

Maybe its better to accept the mystery

I have no crystal ball

This is what life deals me

Through it all

He does catch me in a way

I fall

In his arms in outer space

He text me good night princess miss you sweet dreams

This morning he texts again Hello princess how are you I miss you kisses

I always feel him with me

He isn't here physically

I had him for a short time

I can feel him still in my skin

Cupid shot me with his arrow from where he hides

Why can't you shoot us both for all time

I dont have the answer

All I know is I keep falling down this hole

I chase the white rabbit

I am Alice reborn in soul

I cant break the habit

Its fun to lose control

Lose myself in his arms

Feel the wonderland of his kiss

Is it love I think so

Yet I am unlucky

Life is so funny

Maybe its better to kiss somebody

Then to keep walking alone

Until the one stranger comes with love

I can only use what I am given in my earthly home

I feel its some disturbing dream cupid gives only me

It is wicked and obscene

Yet it feels so good when he is inside me

I cant deny

I am so addicted to him inside

Even when I want to leave the love for him shuts up my mind

Its not right

i want to be free

Yet he is a mastermind

Telling me he is heartbroken if I leave

Inside there must be some love he feels for me

He is too blind to see

Too afraid to let it be

I am too

I am unlucky at love

There is no angel from above for me

Just this tortured beautiful soul I can only see

So I can only pray God will forgive me

I can only pray that one day he will love me too

Until then my love wont let me leave its true

So here I am thinking of you

He says he thinks of me every day too

I must let it be

I can only accept the mystery.