Super Save

I see now I was lending my energy to so much negativity

Letting it enslave me

So a change must be made in the girl staring back at me

In the mirror I see clearer

It was never love

Maybe it was a little

It was pleasure and it was miserable

Why did he hold on to me for so long

We both knew it was wrong

I am the single one on the quest for love

He is the married one but wants two lives

He isnt what he seemed

We aren't growing in the same path

So we can never be together happily

We were a fantasy but I guess the pleasure made it something we both wanted to have

How do we get here?

How can we act better when temptation appears?

When we are lonely and we need someone to catch the tears?

When we just want to feel good after so many bad years?

He was the antidote to all the darkness here.

All the priests and church people say give it to God

I agree He is true love

Yet I dont feel His arms holding me

I dont feel the touch when life becomes super lonely

This is the reason why we fall

Found ourselves surrendering to a call

The siren of love

Even if not from angels above

I pray for only forgiveness

I thought it was love

It was just a sin

A fantasy I participated in

Was I weak?

I suppose?

To love some man who never loved me

I dont know

All I know now is to keep going on

Stay strong

There are so many battles to fight

It is so hard for humans to get right

When so many people stay up during what seems eternal lonely nights

This is what I must face

I guess I still have to learn from my mistakes

It is temporary heartache for I hope is the super save