Truth Shines its Light

For my Saint Kiddo...woof!

I took a chance

Just found bad romance

I don't know why you play with my mind

We are supposed to be casual

There shouldn't be so much weirdness that I find

I can deny this truth

I am disturbed by you

I don't want be mean

On his text I press delete

If you changed your mind

Just say goodbye

I left you first

I blocked you because you are just plain hurt

Then he begs me back

I give him another chance

Why

I am dumb all the time

Not tonight

Truth shined its light

I feel fine

I feel ok

I decided to live my way

I am stronger without you

He texts me sweet words

I dont feel the truth inside

Say what you mean

Mean what you say

Stop abusing your lady

Stop abusing your man

COVID-19 is not a message from God

He gave us the earth to take care of

We just keep f*****g up!

This is a wake up

For all who thought the world was ok

No it aint!

The homeless grows

The houses are so expensive we decide to live in a tent

Why is this something continuously unknown

Why does our own human nature leave us feeling spent?

Some person chose to inject a bat with some foreign s**t

It could be China, it could be the human race possessed by an evil spirit

Falling down flat on its face

Don't fear

God is the only solution here

He knows how clueless we are

We don't mean to cause any harm

Look outside

Feel the sunlight

it shines through all this blue

I don't judge

I don't hate you

I still love

Still love you deep inside

Tender love is blind

Tonight truth shines its light

I find it a miracle and I don't want to hide

I want to feel good

I want to feel like i finally got it right

I don't need you by my side

I hunger for something and God answered me long ago

He sent me a little white dog, My Kiddo

A little white ungroomed body who takes away all the blue

When he stares at me with eyes filled with love so true

I release my hold on fright

As truth shines its light

I don't want to wait to write this

Before you die while we are alive and we can still feel the bliss

The world must know your name

If I could pick one my Kiddo would be a saint

Maybe he is my saint in a little white body

Maybe its Saint Theresa my guardian keeping me company

Or maybe its some familiar spirit helping me understand it

The life we live

The actions we give

Maybe he is just a dog, my angel sent from above

So I can feel a little love

He has been with me all this time

We lost him for a year

Around the days my dad died

I feel since we were the only ones to know what he look like

His spirit had one final mission before he left this earthly life

i believe there is a spiritual world

It frightens this girl

Somehow I know this is a real pearl

I choose not to wear

Cause I always end up feeling scared

Yet the more people i know are there

The more i feel aware

It is ok

I dont feel afraid

i have my white dog, Kiddo

Guarding me at home

Against the loneliness

To help me find the light

Among this earth madness

Today I watched him run through the window

From one yard to the next

He barked at the bird

He barked at the mail man

He barked at the cat

I called his name and to me he ran

Together we stand

Forever and always

We don't speak the same speech

I never know what his bark means

I know though when he is near

He is glad to see me

Nothing is to fear

Maybe cause he is hungry

Yet when he runs out of the gate

He never truly leaves

This is how i know our relationship is meant to be

i wish it could be the same in humanity

One day we can see

Till then its me and my Kiddo for eternity...