Fluttering Butterfly

I believe God understands the choices i made in life

I am a curious cat

A fluttering butterfly

I see something and I leap at the chance

My first cat was Sunshine

She taught me to truly love life

Her son Charming kept my heart safe

So no matter what we do

Lovers sad or true

This heartache dissipates because of the foundation laid down by you

All this time I was trying to be some thing that wasn't me

And sometimes we are led by the gleam of fantasy

So i dont regret loving you baby

i just can't take any more crazy

Its time to grow

Now I know more about me

I am a fool

But its a role that takes bravery

So no i return to my roots

And apply this courage to me

I am a queen

My throne will be claimed

He will forever remember my name

I hope one day you will change

I just have to fly away

Find a better life

Find a true love

I cant let you keep me down

in the end my ex was right

I am happier when I am alone at night

i am free

From all the bullshit people do

Its hard to understand me and you

The human nature that makes us blue

Yet i can't judge i have done it too

No one is perfect

Loving you is worth it

It has a cost

I payed it

Though its not me that is lost

I see myself clearly

My belly ache and heart will cure

God has His arms around me for sure

It makes me happier then ever

Its better to love than not at all

So I regret nothing

He had a way

He was something

I have to accept my reality

With God I am always happy

Its ok to try

Cause you never know what is on the other side

My God says its ok to see if a dead  end path leads to happy

Its ok to be killed with the curiosity of a cat

How would we ever learn these facts

i was raised with SUNSHINE

Sunshine is still in my life

I am forever still a fluttering butterfly

i cant be tamed

i cant be caged

The diamond ring and the weddings are beautiful things

I see what happens after happily ever after

it doesnt attract. I dont want a financial contract

I dont need to make vows just to see them break

I am writing my own chapter

All on my own

I believe in love

One true love

i cant be what I am not

So there is no need to be mad

I am not your mama

i dont play the drama

This sometimes is just karma

Still she can't break me down

Sunshine always holds me now

Charming has already been found

In the foundation He laid down

i am forever surrounded by His light

Still a fluttering butterfly