Lost Soul's Prayer

How much longer will it take

Dear God heal this heartache

I know with you I have everything

Yet i still dream of love

My sweet angel from above

I thought it was him

He is just like the rest

He wants to control me

Sends me sweet texts

Its all for sex

Why do we treat each other this way

This is just a game players play

Let me go my own way

Help me Lord to escape

Help him to  remember my face

My soul

if I have to pray this hard I need to let go

I miss him so

Or maybe its the dream i cant let go

I told him i was with another guy

He asks me was he better

It dont matter the size

it dont matter the chemistry of the night

Can you treat a lady right?

I would have loved him for all time

God knows why

God knows i tried

He wants to be able to always talk

Yet he is never here

Only gives me an hour and then for the rest of time disappear

Oh you dont know what you want

i AM GONE

I AM DONE

How many more frogs must I kiss?

Please God forgive

Send me my true husband

I know with you I have everything

Without love I cant live

I see his love is just another cage

With this truth i FLY AWAY

You leave me like some dumb bird

Waiting for the chance to be heard

Well hear me tonight

Goodbye.

I am not a door mat

He pleads me to come back

He is just one crazy ex factor

No one will ever love you more

You crazy mother f****r

As I write this I already miss him more than the others

i feel his embrace around me

I feel his lips on mine

His body touching my body

I need my baby

Why does human love drive us so crazy

it has to be love

Erotic from Eros hitting me with his arrow from above

Take it back

Find someone to love me long

Find someone who will stay with me and make it last.

Until then I will go my way

Be stronger today

I am a queen

I am a rainbow

I will find my dream

Dear God keep guiding me

I never want to separate from thee

Only Gods love lasts eternally

With HIM I have everything

Oh I still dream of love

Help me Lord unite me with my true angel from above

I need love

Please divine grace send me love

Send it from above

To feel, to touch someone

My husband

There is this inertia of loneliness

Maybe its because I crave the divine happiness

i just want to feel your blessings

Sorry for all my messiness

Hear this lost soul's prayer

Please hear my knock at your door

Help me find the love I search for

The love i yearn to give

Breathe this love in me so i can truly live.