Full

I am so full

Full of oatmeal and conversations with the boos

I need more than one because in this world we don't know who is true

From Trump to Biden

To all the pretty men in the sea and garden

Still they look so cute

With the receipt of sweet texts I swoon

Its nice to be moved

its nice to be full

From the pull of sweet fruit

He woke up in the morning at seven

My Moscow boyfriend Brown

He asked me what are you doing now

By then 8 hours has gone by and I am just sleeping in the dawning light

He wakes me from scenes sent from heaven

I tell him i am still in bed

He says its late to still be asleep

If only I could tell him I dreamed of him and we were naked

We were making love with my other boyfriend Joey

It seems to me the fantasy invites three

Its ok to play in the land of dreams

Still Brown keeps shaking me

Asking what for breakfast will I eat

Maybe oatmeal I say

I ask what he will take

He says its already late

Did you forget I am 8 hours ahead babe

I turn away and go back to my dream state

Brown kisses me on the right

Joey holds me from the other side

Their arms are all around me

Our bodies tangled in each other

I wake again from the bells ringing messages from my Moscow lover

Its all a dream

He is in a land across the sea

So far away from me

Joey sent me May the 4th be with you greet

He hurt his arm and now wants from me TLC

Meaning you making love to me

I cant say no he is so cute I cant ignore

Whats a girl to do

It felt so good before

Guess I got to keep kissing strangers

Till i find the one who will promise me a life without dangers

Till the one who can love me true takes shape in a real man

Brown said I love you in German

Iche liebe dich Schatz

I love you honey

He tells me not to worry in real life this is what he will say

I asked him what are you doing now

He hasn't responded yet today

Reality slowly comes to lock the cage

I look around and I want to scream with rage

Yet this is the way it is

Before and during quarantine

Yet I am cool

i have been fed

On oatmeal and sweet fruits

I feel moved

I feel full