Demonic Love

I guess God had to make a pandemic to get me to block him

This time it sticks

Because it has to

I don't know why I was so stuck on him like glue

I guess the infatuation just erased all my blue

it wasn't a permanent cure

Our match wasn't pure

It felt that way due to the side effect

He was my medicine

My drug

Some where life got too hard

i lost everything i loved

I was smiling on the outside

He saw the blood on my heart

He crashed through my wall

He licked it up

He is no angel

He is a demon catching my fall

Only they crave the red rich blood

Yet I loved him all the same

Its a game

An act from the play onstage

I dont know

Knowledge is learned

It is never clear

I still have the burn

left from the demon that was here

i thought he was an angel from above

He wore a disguise

Told me," I am a nice guy"

He was just a man used to give me demonic love

i licked it right back up

I was addicted

The toxic didnt make me sick

It turned me on

When the soul is empty

Other things come in

Sometimes its love sometimes its just demonic

Suddenly the need grew heavy

He was all i wanted all i could see

When we kissed it was a bliss that ends with a bite

it couldnt be hidden, it wasn't right, but my heart was beating alive

I loved being bitten

I want it again and again

So enter pandemic

God came to get me

My guardian angels couldn't get through

Maybe the demon fell in love too

He kept coming around

Lifted me from the ground

To a place nobody could see

In his van we danced

In my room we romanced

One time we walked on the beach

Got distracted by a drone

For a moment he was human on his own

Then he took me home kissed me hard

Licked up the last spots of blood on my heart

Now God has this angel and demon far apart

But if the world comes back on

Will the craving be a bright and  shining star

Ever wrong, ever strong

Thats the way of an angel and demonic love

It can never be granted permission from the divine above

God ripped him away from me

I cant complain there is nothing to say

I hope to be forgiven with grace

Rain down on me from above

Heal me from this demonic love