Bleeding Suture

Another long one. I like to fill the page.

Her pronunciation when she sings is clearer than my future

Her voice a healing balm on my bleeding suture

Bakit Labit Kitang Mahal

Woven in to my life soundtrack

I cant believe I loved him at all

I guess it seems useless to take it back

I can be mad but I refuse to be sad

I am reminded of the soul I once had

Within an endless melody of the song love sings

The reminder of the joy it brings

Reveals A Whole New World opening to a youthful 40 year old girl

I am reborn

Still with the scars that leave my heart torn

I am reminded its a part of the courage of a dreamer

To fall in to something that is showered with glitter

The shimmer attracted me blindly near and far

I should have known from the start

His kisses would leave me needing stitches

I was hurt before but never been this sore

His shadow was just an outline of a cold hearted snake

Sweet words story sounding bullets to create a deep heart ache

All my friends and family tried to warn me but he watched me bleeding while I sat beside him breathing

While everywhere the evidence was glaring

Kissing that girl in the picture in every social profile so reeling

I would walk the thousandth mile to stab away his charming smile

Violence would never do any good

The failures and and the foolishness never fail to lead us to the truth

Now I see who he really is a charming smile and a toxic kiss

Now my door is locked and all the other ways to me are blocked

Maybe one day all the confusion in his head wont leave someone else feeling dead

As I lie on the floor motionless and bored

The earth beneath me still forever more

An angelic voice breaks through this very dark door

The courage of the dreamer

The innocence of youth

The failures and the foolishness

That lead us to the truth

There is still more journey

Filled with happy hopes and the ones that don't come through

We learn lessons and find someone to teach it to

Through your love you'll live forever

With you at the start

part of the human heart

I felt so weak, I felt so dumb

I welcomed the feeling of numb

At this bitter ending to an affair of love

Life felt so done

Her voice healed the wounds inside

The girl i am supposed to be doesn't want to hide

Her angelic singing the song love sings

Flowing in my veins with the joy it brings

Her pronunciation clearer than my future

A mystical healing to my bleeding suture