Tears of Confusion

Tears of confusion fall from my eyes

Truth can no longer hide

We were a stolen paradise

The oasis we created darkens out by the glittery night sky of reality

Toxic foundations can never be with true love honestly

He wants to be a good man

An angel above

I guess I was your play toy

Why does the truth annoy?

They always tried to tell me about you boy

Now I know the truth

You were separated or complicated

Leaving all the ones on the path jaded

Well not me

I was just a foolish girl in love with thee

So now I ask God to forgive me

Erase every sad feeling and memory

I know we all do what we must do

This is just  a relationship built and destroyed by human nature

It was not a love for a real future

It all comes clear

Yet I still dont understand it all

Yet he thanks me for it anyways

There is no reason to be sad

Our connection was toxic and mad

As it all crumbles away in to sand blowing out from my hand

My heart doesnt understand

I find myself on strange land

Still the same earth still the same place

Yet its the land of the heartbroken

My home

It should be well known

Tears fall from my eyes

I dont know why

I dont know if he was foe or friend all this time

We were always there for each other

He was my lover

Foolishly not wanting any other

No I am happy for this future

Its new and insecure

Yet another chance for a clean slate

 A way to get it right

A chance for a new kind of life

One I can understand

A love that wont be shamed

Yet  I dont hate the one I found

Its just lessons to learn now

Even if he chose me its to hard to see how

It could be

Love doesn't  always end happily

I will stand and say goodbye

I wont watch you fly

It is only the body that cries through the tears of confusion falling from her eyes

Tears of confusion fall from my eyes

truth can no longer hide

we are a borrowed paradise

our oasis darkens out by gold glitter sky

please dear God erase every memory

erase ever sad feeling in me

i know you must do what you need to

dont remember me

i was not the one he would ever choose

if you chose me i dont know what i would do

love in toxic foundations dont get true happiness

it just ends

time to stop playing pretend

tears of confusion fall from my eyes

i dont know why

i could never tell who is foe or friend

even when its weird saying goodbye in the end

yet I also don't care

I know this ending would come dear

And I dont know why

But still

Tears of confusion fall from my eyes

It's the way for the body to cry

when its time to say goodbye

nothing from this was real

now its time for my heart to heal

There is nothing more to feel

Just the dead night and theses tears of confusion my body needs to cry