One Last Time

I saw a blocked message from him
After his goodbye he says I will always want you
I realize it's not I will always love you
My heart and body can't deny the same feeling inside
From the fantasy I created in my mind
I called him back
I said goodbye forever I probably will love forever
He calls back that same morning and says I couldn't hear you were speaking too quiet
I called him back I forgot what I said
i know our love isn't right
Why are we bad at saying goodbye
He says we are good at saying hello and making love
He has a whole other life
I don't know what I want
True love doesn't seem like it's for me
With him I know I can t be
Without him it's too hard to breathe
So,let me love him till my last breath
Even if it's my death
I just need him one more night
One more day
I need his kiss
I come alive in his touch
Isn't it better to have forty five minute bliss
Then a lifetime of emptiness
The week was too hard for two broken hearts
Yet I know one day we must truly part
He can't love
He is damaged
Only divine love can be the true bandage
Whether it's wrong or right
I need to hear him go hey princess
When it's serious he says my name
All of it makes me swoon
Except he is a trump voter
If only he told me that first
Then I could avoid all this hurt
Still it hurts more to say goodbye
Why is there no logic in this life
Because love don't make sense
I can't pretend
It's ok let it end if that's the destiny
Just give me one last night
One more time