The Last Call

I broke up with two guys

Both were probably feeding me lies

i loved the other a little more

I miss him now he no longer comes to my door

I am learning to live without 

Trying to remember who I was before

Trying to discover who I am now

I learned i am a girl who loves to love

I let him in

He was trouble and we both committed to the sin that was our relationship

How many times did I say goodbye

Only for him to text I miss you

I blocked him and he still called to say I need you

Now after I return from Europe I kissed him one last time

We hugged each other the longest that night

Only to wake up to his good morning and goodbye my love

A text on the phone is how it ends

He texts me more explanation

He is 60 thousand in debt

Adult children are innocent and caught in the net

So many excuses

It tells me that its not love

Cause he could ask me to stand by

I would

My love don’t cost a thing

I could

Love you in the evening

love you in the day

Always

Instead I tell him to call me don’t do this in text

We say goodbye after a talk

i don’t remember it all

i just know this the last call

I cried a little

I knew we must let go

There is no paradisial home

I feel empty in my soul

Will I ever love again

I just feel I always lose in the end

I feel so down

I feel so blue

All my soulmates came and reminded me I am awesome

Who am I now there is no one to kiss

No one to hold

No one to call me princess

Just this feeling of i miss

He also said he will miss me forever but its goodbye

So I too must fly

Without looking back

To the I

To the me

Waiting in the sky

After the last call

He waits to catch me through the fall