reflection of a dream

It's been 2 days still at this place
Spooning like sea lions
Listening to the winds
I feel a sensual stir within
I lay in his arms
My mama don't know why I'm here
And not at home
It's a new place
It's a new man
He is weird but sexy
He knows how to touch my body
I feel healing of unrequited love
Yet we wear our purple monsters
Suddenly unleashed and free
We spoke a crazy speech
As the feeling of his breathing as he lies sleeping
Reminds me of a sunny day at the beach


I lie in his arms while writing my poetry
I'm half naked and sleepy
As he lies nude while dreaming
What's in my head?
What can I say?
Iam a fallen angel and he caught me for his bed
Is this my mission ?
To keep him company in life's mess?
I don't know
But his touch turns on my halo
Can you see it glow?

He is crazy. Wants me to carry his baby
It's a sweet thing to say
Maybe I should fly away
Yet I stay
Here I lay in his arms where I have been for 2days
Sometimes you need a sweet escape
Even when insane
lost in the reflection of a dream
i thought we could be
Dumb lies destoyed you and me
while we were still inthe beginning of our story
took the page and threw it in the flame
did more when you told her he was paid
ask yourself why she still paying your rent for him now going two years
the only fools are the two here
just like i realize im a fool for you dear
in the aftermath
i was just hiring him to distract
in the hopes that love would be given back
your ex wife still wants you in her life
while the daughters refuse to speak
believe the children they never lie
Its all learned in the mystery of the dream
i so desperately wanted to keep

went for a hike with a guy named Dan
i went out with him before
he didnt hold my hand
he kept softly grazing my back
we went past the sea, many birds drinking and eating eagerly
we went past the house
with many pictures of a california mouse
we went down steep gravel and little yellow flowers
walked 4 hours
he held my hands so i wouldnt trip on my own two feet
we went close to the edge of the universe
scenery of rocks and shallow seas surround me
with the glitter of sea glass
where we kissed like a dumb a*s
i didnt know what to do
i dont know whats going on
I didnt feel anything
just a memory running in me so strong
i know its wrong
made me remember our song
it was jo and ben
I wasnt going to call anymore but then
i still miss him in the end
he cant be mine
I walked the death star
through the war and endings with a broken heart
yet he was with me
deep inside like a dandelion in the spring
i saw us in the reflection of a dream

something made me remember
our love making so tender
we stopped because its not right
we had to try
we cant stop the missing here inside
i guess im alone all my life
i just have to tell you i miss you every day every night
i will someday see us in the reflection of our dream

unrequited love is the most romantic
the most frantic
its not for the weak
yet it makes life look a little more pink
butterfly and roses
Highs of oxcytocin doses
will we ever be
the signs dont guarantee
please be with me
Until then im forver wild
my wings on eternal flight
I will never settle for the weak
thats what he is to me
only when love is reflected in our dream