Woman is my name

California Proud

Native of the Oakland Town

Where will I go now

My dream echoes surround

I have been found

I have walked this dreary desert

Through dry rocks of hurt

I gave it all

You took my heart to pin on your wall

Nothing but a trophy hunter

Why do I bother?

He comes to me like a saint

When in the rain all the light washes off like paint

Oh why do we treat others this way

I gave you love

You replied with something insane

Now today it rains

Clean me good Lord

I am tired of these sinful doors

I am a girl trying to live life

I am not trying to break any rules

Then he plays me for fools

We are catching butterflies

Blinded by his kryptonite eyes

I loved every minute of that night

if its all I get then I guess its fine

I can't just tie a rope around his neck pull him around like a trapped horse

True love cant be forced

Still he hasn't tapped in to my power source

I can't seem to win the fight

So I will just surrender to the dream circulating in my heart and mind

I will believe in life, God and love

Only JC is the true one sent from above

I will not let myself hide

These scars and mistakes I made

The memories can't erase

I won't let the b******s grind me down with shame

Woman is my name

Its my choice to carry life or abort

Anyway isn't life short

No matter the reason no matter the season

When you pluck the flower from the garden

spit out the watermelon seed

walk by the guy sleeping on the street

We all did what we need

Pigs and chickens weren't just born for us to eat

We can just eat grass and still feed

Yet we are human and we never know what we do

So forgive me and I forgive you

harden not your heart

we are the last guardians of the light

in the stormy weather night

I am still an angel forever shining bright

He is nothing but a trophy hunter

Breaking hearts convinced himself its fun

when we have been abused its hard to define right and wrong

With you I don't belong 

So now I never will bother

Don't be a trophy hunter

collecting hearts for a wall

catch someone when they fall

when life is hard don't make it harder

stop trying to send poor women, raped women to their last breath

when you can't breathe is it smarter to just drop them in to the fire

Evil encourages the trophy hunter

You are no savior

No conservertor

Just a life aborter

For the fun of holding a gun

Instead encourage peace and love

Cant be a saint

When all the light washes away like paint

Woman is my name

We are all one and the same

Cant throw your stone 

Only the one who can never does

He is love

Reminding when it comes from above share it on earth

When it is there when we birth maybe we will find a better world

With reasons to bother without the need for a trophy hunter

I want to love and find my lover

I want to be his Oakland B***h

I want him to miss my kiss on his lips

I want to be the only thing he needs

For now he only exists in my dreams

It echoes all around

I am California proud

Native Oakland town

I can hear the beat of my own heart now

Doesn't that count too?

I feel like I am enough for him

He forgives us for our sin why can't we

Got to get rid of the insane judgementality 

I should be enough for you

I am nobody's darling and its cool

Woman is my name and the b******s won't grind me down with shame.