Under the Rain

I am restless
Left breathless
I dream of kissing him under the rain
Truth and reality is all just pain
No longer kept in the fantasy safe
All that remains is what feels like endless heartache
Yet nothing could protect me from kissing the flame
I thought I saw something in his face
How could I be so deceived
In love I truly believed
Yet what future lies in our destiny
He gave her a ten year annrsary ring!
Does it mean anything?
When we fucked all this time!
It's so hard to trust but I refuse to stay dead inside
Come new moon kiss me under the rain tonight
Open my eye to the heavenly light
Make everything feel right
Cleanse me a new
I live because I am loved by His holiness
I never meant to stray but sometimes the love fog makes everything gray
This new year with the boar I am awake once more under the rain