The Butterfly Screams

Oh soon it will be all hallows eve

It feels like ghosts are haunting me eternally

I dream of you I hope you dream of me

Somewhere we exist at the same time

Yet separated by the divine

I can’t complain even JC is single

Yet this life is not a choice of mine

The reality doesn’t match the vision board

I have to embrace the destiny of being alone

I have to be happy with or without ever after

What happens never is shown in the story

We have to love with or without glory

Yet at the beginning the men are sweet

Then the masks fall off and nothing is what it seems

The butterfly screams

Do you hear the sound?

All the broken hearts crying out?

Do you hear the pound of tears drowning all the life here?

Everyone is stressed

Cant seem to find love in the end

We found it in the mess

Still the souls remain restless

I believed he was my angel from above

Maybe he was but he couldn’t stay

Players play

I am not surprised at this ending today

Yet he was so sweet

Still it was not like it seemed

Only the hopeful future gleams

Yet the frustration is scary enough to make the butterfly scream

Do you hear the sound?

All the people seeking refuge in the U.S.A

Yet all the rents are too high for even the citizens to stay

Its easy to lose yourself in the mundane and gray

Its easy to just slit the wrists and let the blood drip away

I am not so easily swayed

I know it was worth it all those days

Lying in the bed even though it all fades away

I release my hold on the dream

And the butterfly screams

 She screams out loud

The loss is too painful now

She tries so hard to give all the love to get love

Only to end up with a broken heart

if you look at her wings all you find are a thousand scars

She is soldier of love and the battle wounds are her rewards

Yet she still walks on ever strong

Yet from time to time the body throbs with PTSD

Remembers how it felt when he made love to her and her body

The dream was not what it seems

Only the hopeful future gleams

Its enough to make the butterfly scream

She screams out loud

Can you hear the sound?

A thousand broken hearts cry out now

On this soon to be all hallows eve

So many ghosts haunt the world, you and me

We walk the streets of the broke dream

Don’t close your eyes, make sure to have a light

Many spirits can sneak up behind only until midnight

As another hopeful future gleams

The butterfly screams….