Constellation

He was a constellation

We had amazing stargazing

It created a supernova blazing

Held my fascination, it was more than imagination 

Ignored my friends warning

Couldn’t feel the toxic harming

I would only close my eyes and lean in to the warming

Embrace as we held each other tight through the seasons of sun and gray

We were two aliens from separate universe I guess his spaceship collided into mine

It felt like we locked together in this black hole loop of time

Now I feel the phoenix in me arise

I read you have to lose yourself to find yourself

Its like I suddenly remember I belong to another universe

Its like the memories finally surrender and there is no more flame to burn

Only two butterflies rise to the sky and return

Losing what they learned before

Like nothing happened anymore

I don’t know you

You don’t know me

I don’t text

He doesn’t look for me

Our last time sex wasn’t as complete as could be

I need love

Something happened the game is up

The lights burned for us

A sign in each others sky

Like a constellation shaped like a butterfly

A light shined and held our fascination

Felt like it was love but only infatuation

For where is our future, no where

My heart suddenly is aware

Love just can’t stay there

The angels cry as the wings rise to the air

We dare to try

We were attracted to the light 

Two little butterflies wandering in the sky

Fascinated by a constellation lit night

By the sign made only for our eyes

We ignored the warning sign and leaned in for the kiss

Not realizing this destiny was fated for a miss

Yet no matter what I will remember times like this

Every time I see the constellation in my sky

High in the night shaped  like a butterfly….