Sacred

I purged all my thoughts on the paper

So it won't mess me up later

This world can be so fucked up

All I can hope what I find is true love

They say you know when you know

How do you know you know?

Sometimes the heart can say

Sometimes you receive messages from the brain

Most of the time it just players loving the play

I hope I can evolve all the way

I don't want to be immature every day

I want to be your lady, I want you as my man

When I think these thoughts I think about us

Yet who knows what the future holds

The crystal ball seems to be cracked by the fall

Love and be loved

Love even if not anyways

Thats what all the songs say

So thats what I do baby

 I just love you

It just feels good

it just feels right

The stars are bright

We don't need much to find the mood

Maybe someday when you wake up from the uncertainty

He will see, he will believe that we are meant to be

Just like me

Then we can stay together forever

This is my only wish

My only dream

He planted the seed in me

So be careful men how you treat the ladies

They can be the lovely gardener of flowers

But mishandled or abused, left confused in dark hours

You will only be lying in a bed of weed

You can get high

Hypnotized with great hallucination

Only to wake up and see its drug induced infatuation

Open up the heart

Let your soul ignite the dark

God told us to love one another

So I love my lover

I love my neighbor

I love my father and mother

My sisters and men

Why can't we show love for the women?

Why do we govern their reproductive needs?

When we were made with different machinery 

Why do men feel the need to control me?

The confusion holds me back

Its the reason why I can't give in to you all the way baby

I am not stupid just a girl struck by your dumb cupid

We deserve respect

Don't make me regret

Allowing you to see me naked

Even without diamond rings love can still be kept sacred.

What is sacred to you?

What is sacred to me?

Our body is a temple

We don't complain that only condoms are easily found at Walgreens

Why complain about the bc and plan b?

Do you go on the red every month, every week?

Are you the one ok to carry a 9 month baby when he raped me, didn't save me didn't keep me sacred

Made me ashamed to feel naked

All the things I hear the politicians say make me complain

i don't feel seen

I don't feel recognized 

i feel more aligned in a yoga class where topless men sweat on my mat

Yet its the men who complain about the sexy workout gear because they are attracted to that

Shut up!! let me live...let your dark ignite with love.....Life is about love for all of us....God said love one another...why not love the ladies like me too make me believe there is nothing for me to feel ashamed about when I get naked 

hold me close, i like it when he kisses me hard, he can never break my heart because its me who is loving me...so love and leave...i still believe life and love is always sacred.