Poetic Buzz

I feel the poetic buzz

Is it because I made love this week?

There is no greater inspiration than love for me

The world is filled with so many things ugly

People accused of crimes of sexual assault 

So many parents losing kids

So many forgetting them in cars

Its no wonder I lose myself in a dangerous heart

No matter where we go I take responsibility

I also walked with him down the road

No matter the story

There is no glory

I bow down on my knees for God's mercy

i pray to be forgived

i am an angel who sins

No one here is perfect except for Him

I can only tell you why

It was the feeling of just sitting by his side

I felt butterflies in my stomach and sky

No matter what my friends think

They don't understand the feeling 

Sometimes they have to be explored

Sometimes you find there is nothing more

It was the sound of his voice on the phone

A stranger yet familiar

He made me laugh

We never started in a great place

Just broken up with my ex 

I was at work bored to death

In all the mundane he was a ray of light

it doesn't mean I am going to bow down and be his slave

I don't want to be the ball to his chain

I just want to make love again and again

I wish someone would ask me to be his wife

Yet i think to myself why

This way I am free

Yet I wouldn't mind if we were together eternally

Yet we have to think about real life

Where would we go

How would I introduce him to my world and family

Its not that I choose to be disrespected

I choose to make the best of it

We are making the best of love

In his arms I feel like I am kept safe by an angel above

He wraps me in his wings with closed eyes

Together we moan and sigh

We kiss each other like its the first and last time

I like to be detailed because one day he will be gone

One day will be my last and I won't be here for long

I think this is why I can't say no

So many people see on the outside just the ugly

if you look closer life on earth is really lovely

Yet lived by imperfect beings

We are human

He is just a man

I am just a woman

Maybe I won't see him anymore

I said some things maybe he ran for the door

I see on the news what husbands and wives do

Killing each other, stealing the kids because someone has a new lover

I watch so much lifetime

Yet these are the scenes of life

In the midst when it feels like love I have to explore

Even if there is nothing more

At least I can tell you the story of what happened beyond the door

When we closed it and fell on the bed

Kissing and touching, hugging because we missed each other so much

Yet its a crime of passion 

Have I lost my soul

Sometimes its hard every day to say i can be alone

He kisses me without slobber

He doesn't use any force

Its hard to want another

One day we will find the lesson in the storm

The poetic buzz leaves

Nothing is forever

The love we have is what remains eternally

Saving our sweet memories for the  harshest weather

I breathe out the last line of the poetic buzz

Inspired by what

Could it be from making love this week?

Still just working on the craft

All you can do is make the best of what you have