The Unknown

Forgot to press save

The last poem I wrote got erased

The unknown is forever what we must face

It can come in a blank notepad screen

It can come in a text message sent from you to me

It can come when he says he is in to me yet remains too busy

I am feeling low energy

i am diving in to poetry

To spark life in to my heart

Why is it he broke down my walls and pulled me in to the dark?

When he puts up obstacles to run so far

What is the point baby?

oh this love is driving me crazy

He said he would be beside me if I answered

I did on the first ring still brought nothing

its a silly game to play

yet maybe i enjoy the feeling of burning in his flame

i don’t know

let me love you

let this love be born

let me make love to you and still find you there in the morn

its the same old story

yet your wife hearts you and you probably heart her too

meanwhile another married man texts me from vegas

I am just a ghost haunted by others at most

Oh please God save my lonely soul

I know you will always be there to hold

I surrender to your will

I can’t seem to make this dream come true still

It hurts to let go 

I can do it but I wonder why I must continue on in this earth so alone