Drowning Butterfly

i hoped to be something special

Yet I just feel like a fool

I am the drowning butterfly in this s**t pool

As you stand in the picture next to her

What more do I need for this lesson to really burn?

Don't touch me if you call it rape

Don't love me if its traumatizing for you

None of these words are funny or great 

i am finally done, its over

I don't even want to tell you

I blocked you on my phone

Sort of together is bullshit

I thought it was love just a little bit

Now I see because of your complication all you can give me is s**t

I am better off alone

I don't want you coming to my home

You could have just said its over

Its better this way

I need reality

Not a fantasy for the fool

We are two butterflies drowning in the s**t pool

Let me die

Don't try to save

Don't tell me its rape when its your hands in my pants

Men is one thing in this world I don't understand

I have had enough of this cruel abuse

No longer living confused

I just want it all to fade away

Nothing stays

Nothing is forever in this life

Except this drowning butterfly.....