Because I wanted to

I loved him because I wanted to

I regret sin but not the love I feel for you

Its love in my heart I know where I come from

I am not ashamed. He made me anyways

what will be will be

forever we have a thread in destiny

Yet I can't make him do anything

All this time there is so much bullshit

No matter where you go

You find yourself on the deep end of it

I try to shake it loose 

I can't seem to shake of all the glue

I can't complain

I loved you because I wanted to

There is no one to blame

it is whenever whatever

Texts game are all I find in the light of day

I won't complain or cuss it out

Men are just so confusing without a doubt

Its hard to see what they are about

Till I find the right one I won't be lonely

I will be free and happy

Loving my self and enjoying my life

Try to make as much money as I can and do whats right

I don't own my own house, I don't have much

Yet I know he misses my love

My love is a lot

There is so much warmth and loyalty

If you can't see the real in me

What will be will be

I finally forgive me.