![]() Butterfly DraftsA Poem by butterfly![]() the purge of heartbreak and poetic thoughts![]() I didn’t want him or love you. Why didn’t you leave me at the coffee shop? Why did we bother to connect when now the messages and calls stop? Men are the one living breed that I will never understand my dog barks and speaks differently but with him I am never broken hearted or mad Why is it always this way? Like a moth to the flame Oh it burns and its what I deserve I pray that God will heal me with his divine rain i had forgotten but then my mom said his name those feelings that I worked so hard to bury came up again yet he is gone so far gone…..is there no one out there to trust no guy who knows his own heart now he goes to work the graveyard maybe he was just a demon in the dark so many hearts are lonely i thought you would be the only i guess i was dreaming away in real life you have gone today working the graveyard a demon returning to the dark he wore a jc tattoo on his chest i was confused and i failed the test made it like a vision of love i was dreaming about angels above instead of seeing the human that was us wherever you go i know this was whatever whenever i still hoped we would be together forever it was foolish i see now it was those damn love cells without a doubt i guess i am still that kid looking for a rainbow and someone to tell her i love you he is not the one and now I know My soulmate is somewhere down the road maybe he let me go so I could let go Maybe its better to just not know in my heart there was love so i know it wasn’t lust whatever it was the reason was many hearts are lonely i thought he would be the only my heart was busy dreaming away never realizing he left me today i guess we were on our way to nowhere he had his fun now he is on the run i don’t want to tie him down i can’t make him love me yet i will close my eyes and remember how making love felt so lovely. Everyone is married but me I am not crying baby because I am free I don’t need a diamond ring to feel happy I don’t need to walk down in a white dress to feel glee I have a little white dog and a mommy loves me Its enough for now Doesn’t mean I am without love God is shining it down from above I dont deserve it He knows I am worth it Everyone is married but me I am not crying baby because I am free I don’t need a diamond ring to feel happy I don’t need to walk down in a white dress to feel glee I have a little white dog and a mommy that unconditionally love me Its enough for now Doesn’t mean I am without love God is shining it down from above I dont deserve it He knows I am worth it Everyday is a honeymoon Even while awake in the afternoon I live in a world of rainbows and butterflies The hummingbird comes to say hello as he contributes to growing flowers I am eternally high on divine powers Its not that I didn't look and its not that I didn't try No one asked me to be a wife I saw unbelief and lies Why must we break each others hearts? I never wanted to give you mine and still missing you makes me feel like I am lost in the dark Will i ever feel that kind of kiss again? Oh where did you go my dear friend? Suddenly no text but you respond to mine I just don't know how we are to be in each other's life Now we made love is this goodbye? I don't need to be a wife on a piece of paper i don't want to be chained by a diamond ring for later I just want you to save me and for me to be your savior To put the pieces of our broken heart together To just stay in love forever i know this is just a dream. The fairytale stays alive in my head as I lie down in the bed where we used to be Where we laid side by side and he was endlessly kissing me Was this real or just a fantasy? When it makes hearts happy the difference means nothing to me. I just blocked your number There is no easy path for you now are my ex-lover Thoughts of you consume my mind I knew this was a joy ride All I wanted was love and then all I wanted was you It wasn’t lust it was love It was love for the joy I felt inside It was a sweet allowance from the Good Lord above Now I see we have no way I will always be sad because I enjoyed all our days Yet I won’t be mad because if these days are all we have then I let it be I let it go I need to be somebody I need to mean something too I can’t forget my dreams. I can’t forget about you Yet who is remembering me? People come and go It is what it is Its how you are were raised You were meant for sex games Its the light of love that lures me like a moth to flames I will never regret I will never forget I just have to release the excess baggage Thats what my best friend says I don’t know whats right or wrong All I know I can feel free. I can feel strong All the burden in me is gone I am at peace and its gonna last so long I am on my knees singing His song Please forgive me Please send mercy He wears JC on his chest as a tattoo Thats the difference between me and you I see Him without a drawing on my body I hear Him calling to me I am His angel He wraps His arms around me as I come out of this evil spell With Him I am always well I have nothing to fear I loved you dear Now its just time to fly away my dear. ![]() © 2018 butterfly |
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Added on May 23, 2018 Last Updated on May 23, 2018 Author
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