Just a dream

I blocked your number only to unblock it early this morn

I don't want to be a fool waiting forever

I need to reset and get reborn

We were always whenever whatever

I just hoped down the line since we said I miss you and sweet talk we would really fall

Now I see its nothing at all

I was just a game he was the pin and I was the ball

We play catch and then you release me

So I will be free thats all I know how to do

Everyone says I have been a fool for you

I don't really mind but I don't like feeling ignored or left behind

No regrets now I just need to move on and forget

Why is everyone getting married but me?

In the end I don't need diamond rings

Just a man who truly loves me. 

I thought that was someone he could be

Now I know I had falsely entered a a dream

As real as it seemed it was just a dream

Whatever I felt before my eyes are open and now I see

This time I am going to leave

This time I am walking away

I won't let him in so easily

I won't let him so my heart on my sleeve

Somewhere out there I will find the man of my dreams

Not just someone who wishes they could be. 

Like a phoenix I rise, from the moth as he

Like a butterfly leaving behind the ugly caterpillar  past

I thought somehow we would last

Somewhere I fell in love

Then he told me love is something he could never feel, he is a broken man

I could feel my heart break under the quick sand

Its alright this mess is not mine to fix

Somehow I will just have to forget the way we kissed

Our love as real as it seemed is just a dream