37

I have run around the earth
I been running since my birth
Learned, discovered, and loved so many ways
Got me through those dreary days
Once upon a time I held his hand on a bus
We cuddled and sat so our shoulders could touch
Hung with my friends after school
We thought we were cool
Breaking the rules, getting back before dad gets mad
Not knowing the true baddie I am
Kissing boys, rubbing my body on them
i wasnt drunk i was enjoying my freedom
i was a fool
then i fell in love and we played house
almost a year before he ran out like a mouse
said i wasnt good enough
he was barely home, it was hard to feel his love
then became the chapter of the married men
some i didnt know then
some came out and said seperated, complicated
why are they drawn to me
when my body is so ugly
thirty seven was sometimes lovely
a bit of heaven cause we were always kissing
whatever this is we found easy in the transition
still love seems to always be missing
we are growing our wings
maybe then we can feel love sting
like the air we are breathing
easily and just freedom
I wished on a star
i say the prayer in my heart
farewell 37 my sweet heaven
please tell 38 to bring my soul mate
tell 39 he is forever mine
please Love never go away, always stay
this is what i pray
i found you at 37
will you still by my mate at 38
only time can tell
i know nothing is forever its all one crazy spell